The ending of 2019 and beginning of 2020 have been a very confusing, exhausting and stressful few months. From your parents splitting up after being together for 28 years, to your only long-term relationship ending after 3 years, starting college, and this worldwide Pandemic that’s ruining everything. So far 2020 has been a very life changing year for you. Currently, you’re trying to figure out what you want to do with your life, since being stuck inside all day is the only option, you have plenty of time to think. You’re not sure if you want to continue making YouTube videos, which is weird because this is the only thing you enjoyed doing since you found out what YouTube was. Besides that, you’re also questioning if you feel like continuing making music, yeah, it’s fun but other people’s opinions on it are starting to annoy you, which is a first. Overall, at this current moment you have no idea what next week brings, or the week after and so forth. You miss going to the gym every day, you miss going to school and getting trashed just to work a 9 hour shift the next morning, and you miss when life use to be normal.

                Other then all the negatives life isn’t that bad for you at the moment. You just received a shit ton of money from the government, plus refunds from music festivals due to this virus, you don’t need to work for the next few weeks. So, besides all that life isn’t that shit, staying up till 8 AM watching Netflix, sleep, wake up and do it again. I know when you read this in the future, you’re most likely going to miss how life is right now, because knowing you, there’s probably going to be something else stressing you out.

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