How am I doing ?

If someone was to ask me this question when the world was not going through this breakout of the coronavirus I would say that I am doing very well for myself. Now since this breakout virus called COVID-19 came about I have been having a lot of mixed emotions but I have been ok. I have been living the average life of a college student that can’t leave the house, go work, or even have fun. All we could do in the house is do our online classes, play video games, listen to music, and watch YouTube or Netflix. Even though I have been having a lot of mixed emotions due to this breakout of the coronavirus I have been taking this time to stabilize my mental and how I would like to attack everyday life after this outbreak of COVID-19 is over.

I feel more productive and more efficient due to this outbreak. During this outbreak I have been really focusing on my future and what I want to do in life because why not take this time and really think about yourself. No one in this world had this much time on their hands to relax and to actually spend time with their loved ones and to actually appreciate the time you’re given. The COVID-19 have been leaving me dumbfounded because this outbreak was actually planned to happen to depopulate the United States. While I was in the house during this quarantine I was watching videos of COVID-19 to see what was really going on and it really makes sense on how this pandemic was planned to happen. I know I am off track but the feeling of knowing this does not sit well with me. I am going to put the link to the video after this essay for anyone to feel free to watch it. The video is very informational and it really has me now in the state of being absolutely confused.

Besides all the shenanigans that have been occurring in this word all I could do is feel ok and satisfied because there is really nothing else to feel. I am in good hopes that this whole pandemic will be over soon and get us back to the regular life in this world because right now life is not too pleasing. It is repetitive. Besides myself I hope that everyone is doing ok and feeling ok during the events that are currently going on.